Craziness!

This weekend is gonna be absolutely crazy, and it starts tomorrow morning!!!!!!
You know what I've been saying lately? Crazy pants!!!!! I wonder whose fault that is, hmmmmm????
Anyw how, it seems to not matter how many blogs I put on here it will still show that there are only 27... Even though I have posted a few since the "27" mark.
I go to the doctor today! Let's hope there isn't anything hugely wrong with me, shall we?
Later

Poetic Liscense.

For my purpose holds to sail beyond the sunset, and the baths of all the western stars. And it may be the gulfs will w ash us down; and it may be we shall touch the Happy Isles and see the Great Achilleus whom we knew. Though much was taken, much abides, and though we are not that strength that in the old days moved earth and heaven, that which we are we are-
One equal temper of heroic hearts, made weak by time and fate, but strong in will to strive, to seek to find, and not to yeild.
- Alfred Lord Tennyson

I am totally loving College Prep reading. It really is opening my eyes to new things.... Including memorizing poems like this. Aaron Reini should be totally proud. Although, I don't know if he will ever check my blog again........ Alas.

My mom has the flu, and my dad says I am running away by going where God wants me to go... I don't know why he thinks I'm running away, but, it really hurts that he doesn't just support me in the things I am doing. SIgh... Well, I suppose it's just another thing I'm just gonna have to deal with.
Later.

sleep

The eyes close, and the drool runs out, and the body shuts down, and the thoughts of the day cease to exist. The wonderful refuge in sleep can only be bettered by one thing, and that is God's hiding place, His arms.
Yawn... I'm really tired right now. There is no way to describe it. I worked till one int he morning last night, and I had to get up this morning at 7 30 for work......... Again. And now I have to walk home in the f-f-f-reezing cold.
Dude. There is this song on a CD.... I sang it in choir last year.. Woah.. It totally sounds like my choir.
Gotta go.
Later

Sorrow

For my purpose holds to sail beyond the sunset, and the baths of all the western stars, until I die. It maybe that the gulfs will wash us down; It may be we shall touch the Happy Isles, and see the great Achilles, whom we knew. Though much is taken, much abides; and thought We are not now that strength which in olds days moved earth and heaven, that which we are, we are- One equal temper of heroic hearts, made weak by time and fate, but strong in will to strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield.
excerpt from "Ulysses"
- Alfred Lord Tennyson

Ah... To die... would be vanity, and beauty.
Sigh. I'm in not the lightest of moods right now.. I fairly sad.. And wish I wasn't so... It's not fair. I shouldn't be sad, but I am.. And it makes me mad.
I'm such a loser right now.
UGH.
I'm gonna go.
Later.

Drool.

Ok. I totally need more sleep. I was so tired when I woke up this morning (at five from my stupid runny nose) that while trying to fall back asleep, I was drooling, and I couldn't even help myself. My eyes have been fluttering slowly all day. I am going to take a nap, and then, try and do homework as well tonight. Sigh, I have alot of it too.
Later.

SHeesh.

Well, Life has become even more crazily boring, and tiring, and busy... My only thoughts are on how I can show Christ to people, how I can NOT scare you.... And on Courtney. Seeing the guys that are in the army now was cool...... At the same time though, they could be killed in combat within the next year.... That's not so cool. Enemies can become friends very quickly when faced with death I suppose.. I dunno. I gues I make no sense.
Well, I'm gonna head. Gotta do a drawing and then nap.
Later.

Sigh

Lately has been so crazy... Sigh.... Well, sometimes, I just don't understand anything that is going on, and I just have to sit back and remember to breathe....
Every one of my Christian friends seem to be doing very poorly on the spiritual side of things.. It's hard to even keep my head up.....
That's why God is so good. .... He keeps me strong.... Keeps me going.
I'm a little tired, but God is big, and He can carry me easy.
Later.