I have been thinking alot about things in the last week...........There are people I respect, and I respect what they ask of me...... Sigh, I just wish sometimes I knew the reasons to why they ask them. To come from a completely different world, and to not be able to trace the origin of their thoughts to anything that makes sense to me at all................I wish my thoughts would unjumble. The only thing I can think of is, to not know what others know, and to not be able to just shout things from the roof top! THIS, I can handle... At least, I will try. UGH! I wish I could just explain so perfectly how I have felt in the last week..... Sigh. In so many ways, the things they ask of me are right and true, but in so many ways obscure and not right at all.Sigh..OH well. I hope to be able to sort it out, or find a way to make it better. I am back.. WOOT. I should be talking more, but life has been the normal blah. Exciting eh? well, Later.